Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in sexygal05's LiveJournal:

Thursday, October 27th, 2005
8:42 pm	not much to rite to be honest.. things are a lil better i suppose.. still abit sad that idont seem wanted by the guys at college.. but never mind:( dunno why im writing this not many people will look at it lol.. some certain people, who others no i dont get on very well with have been well annoying my at college.. why do they think the world evovles round them! anyway.. gonna leave this for today x Current Mood: happy Current Music: Wanksta Audio Diss - Tim Healy:) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
11:56 am	today has been good so far. ive been hanging out with all my best mates.. which is really kool coz i love them to bits:) im feeling really happy at the mo i dunno why :) but its all good:) im going to Rachels straight from college we're going out with some peeps from Safeways so that should be fun :) im in the annex at the mo coz the others have got lessons.. so i thought i would update this.. im kinda bored though lol. got so many frees at the mo.. coz my Sociology teachers not here so i dont have to go to the lesson.. :) so i got even more time to hang out with the guys:) love them all to bits they are the greatest friends ever! and id do anything for them.. ive gone back to the feeling they really care about me.. and are really there for me.. im not ignored or left out like i have been in the past with certain friends of mine.. Lizzie txted me earlier, asking me if i wanted to hang out at lunch, my first thoughts were Natilies not here today.. how bad is that!? Lol shes ment to be one of my best mates.. lol never mind. as Rachel says its all good:) hehe im still bored.. got ages till the others are out. mite ring Rachel or something i woke her up this morning ringing her. :) hehe she loves me really.. anyway i better end this now.. however if i cant find anything better to do i will be back mwahahahah x Current Mood: happy Current Music: All eyes on me - 50 cent and Tu Pac (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
7:29 pm	today was a strange day.. hardly talk or see Lizzie anymore.. shes got 'new' mates now.. why do i feel unloved by my mates sometimes.. Tim Kirby or any the others (not in cluding Matt, Kayz etc)never ask me out anywhere.. then seem like their rubbing it in my face by talking about it in front of me.. it aint like i want to go soemtimes.. but it would nice to have the chance.. i wish i could tell them sometimes how im feeling, its been soo hard recently.. no one knows any of it.. everything things im soo happy all the time.. but im not.. had to see a new counseller yesterday.. she was nice. only get like 8 sessions with her then i have to go back to anyother one.. i hope they can sort me out.. Current Mood: sad Current Music: Daniel Powter - Bad Day (Comment on this)